ugh

[tiredweary]

i'm so tired of all this. i could feel the anxiety and exhaustion return as i crossed into virginia. i have so much to do and no motivation to do it. i have two papers, two exams, and interpersonal relations to deal with. i'm very much sure i do not have the capability to do all this. a friend said it sounded like i was burnt out, which at the time i disagreed with. now i think she's right. i told her that, of course. that she was right. credit where credit's due and all that. i just do not like being here. it brings me no joy. i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home